Outside a Ralphs in San Diego

At the shore of supermarket
I wake under a white blanket
in my Ford’s backseat.

People pass, transient within
their own transactions, conquering
mundane daily fortresses.

I exist outside a system
of bees, exiled from Los Angeles.

Sunshine seeking amber
sunshine– its sweet, temporary
glow, my being unknown.

(originally published in Scapegoat Review, Winter 2022)

Our Neighborhood Giant Eagle Is Closing

Everything is on sale. Where once was bread
now empty shelves and strangers scanning aisles

for the last shred of good. As it closes you say
you are a little sad, but it was never your favorite

grocery store. We have been fighting a lot lately–
from our favorite tv shows, to what type of dog

we might get, to which sugary cereals to pile
into our cart with all these cheap products

that don’t fit together: taco shells, toothpaste,
store-brand mac and cheese– would you believe

a month ago this place was stocked with everything
we need? We try to talk about marriage,

our deepwater eyes zooming through the dark
into a future where we guess what will become

of this building while seeking sustenance we know
other shoppers already bought the last of.

We need a sign to give us clearance to move on–
then the cashier, ringing each item slowly

as if savoring each would save his job, repeats
thirty percent off, thirty percent off, thirty percent off,

and a little more every day.

 

(originally published in Ohio Edit, 2018)