The New

If someone jumped I’d jump
into the warm whatever of mid-
May
        I’d not leap as the
maneuver’s overused– I understand
these liminal expectations from
poetry
       if I haven’t quite mastered
       the rudimentary mechanics
of swimming. I am the sediment
from a different continent rising
to you as loam scraping against
sand. You said wave, I said wind.
The red tide carried us. Whatever.
We ended at Point B. The alternate
                universe if you’d call it that.
                But I said the stop sign.
                I said all kinds of things
                as you drove through
                 ocean construction.

(originally published in Roi Faneant, Fall 2023)

Seemingly Unlimited

shielded from torrential downpour I count each privilege
in the rain    the mailman with the bad knee runs up our

stairs to deliver corporate marketing I  sit    in my
comfort watching heavy mist float   float  off the parked

cars and   wonder as the sidewalk’s     sea level
rises    is this a flash flood?  then it lets up  when it

resumes intensity I wonder if this is hurricane weather
this is Pittsburgh   this is no hurricane though Laura

makes her journey up the Gulf Coast    another storm in
a sky of storms I observe      seemingly unlimited

(originally published in Poetica, Spring 2024)

Full Glass of Water

I am shirtless. I am thirsty.
I drink an eternity

from my full glass of water
while my two friends kiss.

In the old house. The kitchen
with the steel island

I had lifted my glass
from. New lovers!

I stand
by the sink

filling my glass,
over and over

again, the faucet
a waterfall,

bountiful,
something like love–

it quenches,
but you must keep filling.

(originally published in BlazeVOX, Spring 2024)

Sock Puppets

Black wig and grimebrown,
reach your hand to my hand.

Mimic a person (sooner and
sooner no one remembers) in

pretend interaction (if I could
color wry smiles I would

cover the world). Your old
dweller hobbles to mine,

withered from the silence.
We guess at the true age

of this era (graininess
invisible and anxious).

This is no old film.
Stuffed in sneakers, we act

through dilapidated cotton
(too far away, too tight a fit).

Let us breathe.

(originally published in The Globe Review, Summer 2023)

Actor-Dreamers

Michael says actors are delusional
the ones who star in poorly-scripted
films, over and over. How can they

live as soft-boiled eggs? I want to believe
in excellence, too. That love of craft–
steering ships– can navigate

to where one needs to go,
even when relentlessly punched
in the ring.

I, too, am weak, having
said the words of Winkler
for free

just to get on screen.
And the cost was
stock-video explosions

that were copyright
violations.

But to live a dream
(and dream
I do)

one must wake up
and say the words
to anyone who listens.

(originally published in Rind: An Online Literary Magazine, Summer 2024)