I Bought Overpriced Binoculars at an Estate Sale

The weekend is not long enough to complain
of having too much fun.
We need to fill our house with junk.
Drove into the wilderness and parked
on a verdant suburban hill. Arrived
early but stood in line. Hoarders
stacked their bags with
postcards and pictures and
I just had to buy the binoculars
for 35 and you said 35?
Hey, the family is dead and
I was a kid in the candy
aisle. I wanted to store
my free time closer to me
so we got second breakfast
at the Aspinwall Riverfront
Park and I utilized the specs
to pull a goose in the
river close to me! Spectacle
in the monotony!
Rest is underrated and–
we’re critical– undeserved
but I’m putting the hours in.
Raking through thrift stores
of junk and sink-drain art. No
one wants to buy any of this
but birdcage carts fill fast.
Bought a backpack at
the Morningside yard
market trudging through
sun, red forehead. Scammed
again by a hamburger
helper (you said it’s
called a burger basket)
but I tried and couldn’t
use it on the gas grill
in moaning distance
of whatever zombies
were in my neighborhood
today, and I ascended
four steps to get
a better view
to find nothing in our
alleys but laughter
and I peered through
magnifications
to leave my eyes
empty-handed
but satisfied,
this being
the way
to spend.

(originally published in Stickman Review, Fall 2022)

Working the Cologne Department at Macy’s, 2010

My olfactory nerve already overflooded with Acqua di Gio
on business cards beneath fluorescents, I did not expect

to run into my first love in the wilderness of Black Friday,
where hard rain was people. I sought a higher ground– escalator

to the bathroom to text my crush on my TracFone, until the arms
on my watch contorted a certain way. But my tarot cards flipped

when I recognized Kristen from afar, both of us unsure,
unlike in fifth grade, on the bus to Mohican, she slept

beside me, her hair fire on my shoulder, strobe lights of a confused
adolescence that entire week. Camp ended when everyone

contracted poison ivy. How to scratch the mind until snapping
back into self– in that present, years later, I thought she might be

fate and, thus, planned a coffee date, but because I did not
carve the path I wanted to take, winter came. And went.

(originally published in Tipton Poetry Journal, Winter 2021)