Sine

sometimes I am too conformed to the shape
of music to hear the trapeze and

trampoline of flute and synth flinging ever
toward the eternal soundscape. pigeon

percussion next door the clanking spoons
below– I think we need distance.

Your heartbeat swells across soundstage,
no stethoscope, no starlight though once

we wanted to be famous. or want. it is
complicated. we are more paranoid

of strangers than ever before. that’s
no baking sheet, it’s rustling leaves,

not your shoes or mine. You ask
questions I don’t have.

(originally published in Pirene’s Fountain, Summer 2024)

The Future Will Have No Sympathy for Our Undoing

Fortune: lines lead somewhere
hopeful, but a jumbled mess.

Our palms wrinkle quickly.
We’re at a loss to say.

The American Interstate
is visible from space.

City lights a horde
of blinking phones.

Severed cables hang
over every intersection.

Tires, wires, water bottles
amassed hill-high.

A crow watches from the top,
her head in and out of smog.

(originally published in Evening Street Review, Summer 2022)

This American Factory

Work snips years
it abducts me
from living

and the drinks are heavy
after
in my liver

my tenuous body
if I could live
in a less-consumed way

outside
with the grass
not overgrowing

my head
in the mountains
with a beach-blue

overlook
and while I’m
fantasizing

I want a bug force
field to keep
the pests away

I want to glide
over the landscape
a less-ambitious Magneto

breathing in
high-altitude sea breeze
until the stress is gone

and I deflate
into the ocean
though I don’t know

how to swim
see
even my daydreams

end with darkness

(originally published in The Wise Owl, Spring 2023)

Stafford

in the wetlands black-
eyed orange daisies
live for light needing

no human hand to rustle
nearby leaves nor tinted
hair draping black dress

of lilies within weeds
and leaves you plucked
a direction: north

and walked bulldozed
path to void of trees
where the wind stocked

moral inventory to forgive
you inside its shelter
measuring the days with

yardsticks staring up
to sky from hard earth
needles on a marionette

(originally published in The Sock Drawer, Fall 2021)

Descendant

My ancestors pull
my body out
of the mire.
There are no swamps
to float on.
I stand firm
in my place–
and walk
in straight lines.
The void
I try
to fill–
inside my bones
the steel framework
to support
my existence.
It’s the heart
that chooses
color,
a strong gust of wind
banging
wind chimes
wherever I go.
I pushed away
from the truth
when I was
still playing.
An innocent hand
in the sand.
I always
change the game
when I choose
the wrong
answer.

(originally published in TigerShark Magazine, 2023)

April 6, 2020

We rearranged the patio
though no one’s allowed
back. Silver chairs survived
the winter, now the virus.
The navy rug we slid on
brick, under long legs.
We hung string lights under
nostalgic blue, a horsefly
floating by. We put our porch
tables there in negative sun
when I said the new people
watching is through barbed
wire, through dead weeds
overlooking distant sidewalk
behind the abandoned printing
press and the parking lot
of Rite-Aid. There
I saw a congregation
shouting and prowling
abandoned concrete.
All I could picture
was ubiquitous spit–
how will the world
seem clean when
we are allowed
the world again?
Beaks of birds,
always lurking.

(originally published in Ginosko Literary Journal, Summer 2021)

Introvert Tuesday

Living in the golden-shadowed
window reflection through bam-
boo, such is the layered tone

of the rest of my day, nose
sore and red, I am urged
by friends to celebrate (this fall

day fifty and slow, so sunny).
Though my sentinel self rises
from the seat it sits in– mind

released from body, you have
fulfilled your duty– stay home.

(originally published in The Wise Owl, Winter 2023)

Serious

Vodkas ignite a serious conversation we sing cacophony
our mouths open machinery in the room whirs the gears
clank and then the whole dark bar lifts its legs and flies
                                                                                no windows though
we perceive sudden shifts as turbulence impending
storms we move as far from as we can talk about

(originally published by Mad Swirl, Winter 2022)