The Future Will Have No Sympathy for Our Undoing

Fortune: lines lead somewhere
hopeful, but a jumbled mess.

Our palms wrinkle quickly.
We’re at a loss to say.

The American Interstate
is visible from space.

City lights a horde
of blinking phones.

Severed cables hang
over every intersection.

Tires, wires, water bottles
amassed hill-high.

A crow watches from the top,
her head in and out of smog.

(originally published in Evening Street Review, Summer 2022)

Rainwater Is Now Undrinkable

everywhere around the world.
I learn this at work, a television
production office. A film would
frack lands surrounding its sets
were it to save a few hundred
bucks– you thought I’d say lives?
What powers that be? We’re alive,
yes, already pulsing red rivers
breached with microplastics.
The jingling adds up in my veins.
When I read forever chemicals,
I want it to mean love
but it is in the way we will
suffer together, forever,
oil rigs raised, still, all
over, hands up in ugly prayer.
The burning questions I want
to ask I can’t even stand
outside in a storm and be satiated.

(originally published in A Thin Slice of Anxiety, Winter 2023)

Catcall / Catastrophe

So you made a carrot soufflé–
no one cares about the mush

orange and earthy you made
in the oven. That shit is under

control. Look instead at Joshua
trees burning down the desert

runway. That’s a catwalk. A
catcall to the Earth from

your rolled-down pickup
truck window. See

how hot they are? It’s
like those cruel videos

where the cat’s caretaker
places a cucumber

behind the off-guard animal,
and people laugh

as the creature flees in
surprise terror.

These videos were big
for a summer. This

slideshow of tiny
cruelties– it’s harder

to find new spaces
to hide.

(originally published in G*MOB, Spring 2022)

Blue

The wave at the shore
was followed by blood
and flame. California singes
itself, Thousand Oaks
surrounded by smoke
clouds rising
into a blanket, smothering,
like the chorus
assembling on our streets–
the world is dying,
but first our friends
and neighbors,
how this bloodshed
has been on the fringe
of our existence until
it’s not, it’s everywhere–
down the road, polluting
our hope, it seemed
everyone
we knew cast a vote
to turn the world
blue
so how do we
drown the flames?

 

(originally published in Capsule Stories, Fall 2020)

An Iceberg Splits from Antarctica

           the cicadas are out
           early don’t be
           alarmed by the
           coming swarms                              build a memory
                                                                      of winter build
                                                                      a memory of here

                                                                                I loved what we had

                                                                                        cold glove
                                                                                        in warm hand

                                            but now when growing old I know
                                            I didn’t do enough to do my part
                                            the wandering joyrides burning ghosts of
                                            dinosaurs from gunky lungs of millennium
                                            sedans cigarettes in our mouths tv the endless
                                            bedlamps they say sleep is best in total
                                            darkness o how I wasted more than I knew
                                            on those daily long commutes

(originally published in Orange Quarterly, Winter 2019)